Today I mediated for the first time in a really long time.
Okay let’s be honest, I practiced silencing my mind for 10 minutes but it didn’t really work.
This is going to take practice. I’ve lost myself a long ways.
I can do this.
"Love who you love while you have them. That’s all you can do. Let them go when you must. If you know how to love, you’ll never run out."
"I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become."
"We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It’s one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it’s another to think that yours is the only path."
"My father had taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you’ve been mean to someone, they won’t believe the nice anymore. So be nice, be nice, until it’s time to stop being nice, then destroy them."
Goodbye my almost lover,
I think I may need to allow ourselves to go our sepearate ways and let you go.
Holding onto eachother as friends after a relationship of 2 years ended is one thing but watching you be with someone else. I just don’t think I have the strength in me to stay right now, my heart feels extremely heavy and I’m becoming miserable. You deserve what brings you happiness, but so do I. This just isn’t it, I’m sorry.