remember what I was talking about earlier with how you need a balance of both negative and positive?
well I’m definitely feeling the negative right now and I’m at a loss as to what to do. that’s exactly how I’m supposed to feel right now so I just have to let it be.
having an emotional feeling towards another being can really suck sometimes you know.
So my brother was telling us how he ran into his friends down by the bank; they’re travellers. They were pretty wasted at the time but they had another woman there they were hanging out with. They proceeded to ask my brother if he thought this woman was pretty, my brother was honest and said yes he does think so. They then opened up to him and told him this woman was trans. My brother said he didnt end up sticking around for long because she was kinda being overly nice with him afterwards and that’s not his lingo he said.
It kind of makes me wonder if that’s how other woman whom I’ve approached felt about me up once they found out I was trans. If so, that is a really shitty feeling to have.
"I wish I had the ‘wow’ effect on someone."
"If you had started doing anything two weeks ago, by today you would have been two weeks better at it."